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This made me cry Laura. I am one among the ones Jesus loves..., old and disabled, muscle that no longer work, I lost my ability to walk without a walker. My hands swollen and knarled. And my husband has cancer and I am his sole caregiver.

My friends ran away when the muscle disease took over. Family as well.

I pray for you everyday and I said to you that what is happening to you stinks.

My go to book, besides Holy Scripture is Searching for and Maintaining Peace.

I have read it. Re- read it and read it again.

If your eyes are hurting Sister Miriam James reads it aloud on the Hallow App.

I have prayed for you every morning for years. Long before this horrible disease.

I guess that is what the broken old people do.

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Colleen, I’m so sorry. Know that I am keeping you in my prayers and in my heart today. I love Searching for and Maintaining Peace! My copy is practically falling apart. Thank you for sharing about the audio on the hallow app. Definitely going to check that out today!

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Colleen, I'm so grateful you commented here. SFMP is one of my favorite books and Sr. Miriam James is one of my favorite people. I am sorry that this has been your experience-- what a grace to turn your suffering into prayer. It is such a gift that God has given us to be able to help others in that hidden and unknown way.

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Colleen, you are in my prayers too. That is what the broken people can do: see each other in our brokenness and step across the loneliness and fear and remind each other we are still never alone. I am so sorry for your deep suffering, and I will keep you close in my own. I love this book so much, and discovering how many others love it too feels like a fellowship of its own. May there be surprising peace for you today, in your heart if not in your body.

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You are one beautiful woman that I have held close to my heart as I do my own daughters. I will walk in prayer with you every step of the way. Thank you!

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So much of my anxiety is knowing that any day could be the day when everything changes. A diagnosis, a loss, news that turns my world upside down. Your words soothed my anxious heart this morning. Praying for you and your family, Laura!

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This cracked my heart open in its raw beauty. The thin line between healthy and unhealthy we all walk, like a tightrope. And the facade of the image we present to the world. You are lifted up by name in my prayers every day.

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Thank you so much, friend!

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I believe you, I believe you, I believe you. Xxxooo

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This beautiful piece is a reminder that our brokenness is not something to fear- but rather the most sacred place where the holy dwells.

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This is the best yet. Solid

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You are wise beyond your years. Sometimes it is in suffering that we become wiser, and I know you have suffered tremendous loss and now again tremendous suffering in health. However, I believe when God measured out wisdom not only did He give you and extra measure, but also an ability to articulate that wisdom to convey the depths of suffering.

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Would you believe me if I told you it is better to know you belong among the broken?

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